I am Waiting For...

I am Waiting For...

The Spring to come again...

The birds to sing Again...

I am Waiting...
To hear and be heard...
To Love and to be loved...

The day I saw you...
You took me by...
The Reason, can’t explain why...

I wish I could ever tell you and scream...
It's only YOU about whom I Dream...

I wish you could Understand...
That I want to be with you till the END...
And, standing at the Doorway Sad and Alone...
I want you to be Back home...

And, yes it’s you I am WAITING For…


P.S...My first attempt, even if you find it kiddish or funny...you're are most welcome to criticize

LOVE IS BLIND - I

Love is the best feeling! It’s great to be love and it’s wonderful to love someone. It’s been a long time I wanted to share a “Strange Story” (story of love, passion and emotions) that somehow ended badly. I know am not as good as my other friends… And since this is my first attempt of writing a love story, I’ll choose to tell you this one. It’s so much close to reality and it’s about someone whom I have known so closely…

She was like a child, so innocent, no idea how the world around her revolves… She had her own fairy-tale notions… that everything in world goes out so smoothly… to her even the badest of the bad people had good in them…she took herself as the ‘god own child’… ‘Practicing forgive and forget’… she left way for the ants to pass by so that they are not crushed under her feet…To her world was a dreamland…Even after what has happened to her… she has remained unchained… I see her today like always, bubbling, singing, dancing and acting… Yes ACTING like nothing has happened….

She has lost her LOVE… you might think what’s new in that…People lose and then find someone again… But this is story of her true sacrifice that she made just to be with her love for the rest of her life…She even told him, when asked repeatedly…’I am not gonna MARRY someone else if I lose you’…

Today, I see her trying… every bit of her trying to forget him and start afresh… She tries her best but she CAN’t… She mentions his name at least 1000 times a day… Despite the BETRAYAL… she says “He was the BEST”…

What NXT???

With Working keeping me really busy... I am hardly getting time to keep in touch with blogging... There is so much work piled up.... God Save the poor child...

Well, Am so Confused (worried actually)..... as to be what NEXt???? Don't knw what to do.... How to be friends with him and tell him that I actually like him... It's really difficult know coz this is a very tricky situation.... Another thing whenever I come in contact with him... My Lips are sealed (as if someone has pasted them with a glue)... I am not able to utter a single "WORD".... Moreso, he also just looks at me and never utters a WORD...

Well, I thought may be my blogger friends could help! Save me and Pray for me...

Made the "FIRST MOVE"... Thanks to Ma Friends!!!

Oops I did it! Yeah I did It! Finally after months of Hardwork, struggle, persistant efforts finally I have "Initiated the Conversation"

Remember the "TIP" my friend gave me. I followed it and was actually able to talk to him... Well there is more to this story. All this couldn't have been possible without one of my bestest of the best friends in Office.

One of my friends tried his best to reach Mr. HerO so that he could create a room for me to talk... First he tried talking to some of his friends in the same department, so they can introduce me to him. But, this didn't worked because his friend was more of a shy guy....But, I think he conveyed the message that there is a girl who kinda likes you!

Just then my friend thought of something else... (He is "TOO Smart").... He went straight to him... asked him that I have some friends interested in working in his department.... But, My Mr. HerO is rather "Smarter".... He didn't gave him his number, instead told him to mail the CV.

Next Day was the "Final"... My Mr. HerO was standing alone at his 'Cigarette Smoking point'... My friend saw this as an Opportunity and took me straight to him... Even I asked the same Question, asked him about some other Openings, Thanked him and this was it to begin the conversation.

Well a word of Thanks...

Thank you to my friend Mr. A, Ms. Ann and Ms. Alps who were always there in my "Mission" frequenting the 'Cigarette Smoking Point' and enforcing and re-enforcing that courage and determination that "GO GET HIM Girl"

Being "Introvert"

As the days are passing by...the excitement is rising higher and higher...The hidden truth has come to the fore and the chase game is about to reach the last stage...The silence is not easy to break...but the feelings are growing stronger....as stronger as the urge to talk and meet...

Ah! Wat can I do...I know everyone will say you too can initiate the conversation...But, it's not that easy trust me...There are 100's of things going in mind right now...

Sometimes I tell myself 'Priya how stupid you are?' Don't you have enough courage to "Smile" or at least say "Hi"...

The answer is "NO"... I am tooo "shy"... About what...It's high time now...Go Ahead...Oh God Help Me! Why you made me such an Introvert.