Unexpected Rendezvous

It's been really long that I haven't been able to blog...Work and loads of work is all that's keeping me Occupied and there's a hell lot to do on Weekends too...Life is at it's slow, steady pace and don't know when will I win that Race...(I don't know which Race am I talking about.)

I am and the life in general is creeping through the slowest phase where nothing but TIME is running by...All my efforts to find a new job have been futile and I am attempting it the second time now...

Amidst all this I happened to meet one of my closest buddies Nishika who came to my Office for her Boyfriend's Interview...It's was Un-EXPECTED...

I had cut all the channels of communication...I am keeping myself aloof and she didn't had my number too..But as the Destiny had it...we had to meet...and to hell with WORK...Finally, I got a chance to leave aside work for a day and GTalk for a DAY...Somehow, I managed to escape my Manager's Eye and spend an ENTIRE Day day with her...It was indeed so much FUN...

After an exciting day I went home and guess what??? After long I had a chance to talk to that someone special...(the Guy I liked)

No matter how tough can life be at times, these small things make a difference and provide that much refreshing break...Nothing in life is expected but if the UnEXpected is like this...What more could you ask for?

Strike-it-Off Tag...Taking Lead from Ann's Blog

Dr. Chandana Shekar and Ann have posted and now I am taking it forward. And if you like it.. you're most welcome to tell ur fellas what you haven't tried or done out of these...Here's my LIST

Graduated high school.

Smoked a Cigarette

Got so drunk you passed out.

Rode every ride at an amusement park.

Collected something stupid. (no wonder y my folks call me a junky)

Gone to a Rock Concert.

Helped someone.

Gone fishing. (on Fishville)

Watched four movies in one night. (no but full Harry Potter series in a day)

Lied to someone.

Snorted cocaine.

Smoked weed.

Failed a subject. (Math…I sucked at it! Or it sucked all my time and I still scored lowest)

Been in a car accident.

Been in a tornado. (yeah wen Mom starts yelling)

Watched someone die

Been to a funeral.

Burned Yourself.

Run a marathon. (u must be kidding..marathon and me…we hate each other)

Cried yourself to sleep.

Flown in an aeroplane. (never…not even in my dreams)

Cheated on someone. (as they say…even kids can cheat on me)

Been cheated on. (so many times)

Written a 10 page letter. (a little less dan dat)

Gone skiing.(funniest joke u can crack on me)

Been sailing. (boating actually)

Cut yourself.

Had a best friend.

Lost someone you loved. (three people)

Got into trouble for something you didn’t do.

Stolen a book from the library. (NO instead I loved arranging my school’s library)

Gone to a different country. (Yeah, Lala-land)

Watched the Harry Potter movies. (LOVE It!)

Had an online diary. (Still have ONE)

Fired a gun. (Pichkari…wooo…)

Gambled in a casino. (Gamble everyday…LIFE is a GAMBLE)

Been in a school play. (just for a dialogue and was shivering to utter dat)

Been fired from a job.

Taken a lie detector test. (whistling…)

Swam with dolphins.

Voted for someone on a reality TV show. ( Many Times…last time wen Shakti WON D.I.D)

Written poetry. ( hun…hun)

Read more than 20 books a year. (Of course…I used to be a ‘Book Ka KIDA’)

Gone to Europe. (again only in DREAMS)

Used a coloring book over age 12. (yeah…I can still use dem)

Had a Surgery.

Had stitches. (forehead)

Taken a Taxi.

Had more than 5 IM conversations going on at once. ( Introvert in IM’s too)

Been in a fist fight.

Suffered any form of abuse.

Had a pet. (Mummy don’t allow)

Petted a wild animal.

Had your own credit card & bought something with it. (NO to Credit Cards)

Dyed your hair.

Got a tattoo.( one’s dat u get with chewing gums???)

Had something pierced. (my ears…thrice)

Known someone personally with HIV or AIDS.

Taken pictures with a webcam.

Lost something expensive.

Gone to sleep with music on.

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wHEN WEEKENDS wERE fun!...

There was a time back in 2009....when weekends were REAL fun....When I had time to hang-out, chill, relax, watch TV, eat Momos, at times do the 'HOMEWORK'...Damn My life is Cursed...

Oh No! No! This is not just another RANTING Post...

I just want to shout-out-loud and vent it...so I may feel a bit RELIEVED! So, talking about Weekend...How was your’s BTW?

Must have been fun....But, I had a REAL Bad Weekend...

I have been looking for a job change since quite a bit now....but nothing’s working out...So, I decided why no t try some like freelance to have a knowledge of how people in other industry work (since most of the employers desire a talented, multi-tasking, variegated, super intelligent employee who knows it all...phew! Don't know what these employers want out)...And, everyone out there is ready to give advises....you're doing so well in your present job...you shouldn't change....you're on the right track lady....if I am doing so well why don't you HIRE...Never thought changing JOB is Not that easy...

And, to top it all...I have to deal with so many other things...the WORST being my increasing WEIGHT...which I am not being able to balance because of running short of time...Weekdays are already PACKED! And, since I am running for job mostly on Saturdays....Sundays are either spent relaxing or working on small assignments...for “EXPOSURE”...

Life at times is really hard to deal with? So, much pressure...My MOM can't take all this (seeing her daughter striving and getting nothing). ..and is so worried at times that she tell me give up my job and take up something like TEACHING that's less tiresome....Gives me more time to take care of myself....But, I can't make her understand that it's a part of life...I know I will get the right OPPORTUNITY...There's a positive side to everything that's so difficult for me to explain and she thinks I am ARGUING...

I just Pray to GOD that I really get a JOB that day or will have to make a COMPROMISE of my life...(which I really don't want to)....

Valentine's Come Back

Hi Guys......
First and foremost, would like to wish you all a Happy Valentine's Day....I am trying to make a comeback by writing atleast one post a week (I wish I could make it daily)... I am really so busy....I am missing my "Blogo Friends" a lot...as well as I am missing my "Hellmates" coz some of them have made a move to the newer places (my two girlfriends)....awww... I miss ya a lot....

There's nothing new that has really happnd in such long...except people moving On... and I am stuck where I was...Life is a struggle...each passing day...each passing moment is really hard for me...But, never mind... I am taking it all as a challenge... This too shall Pass...And, yes I am back once again... c ya around...

Believe me guys, I really feeling so nice writing on my blog...Love ya all

Working In A Hell

This is another one straight from the heart... As most of the times I write what I feel... I am like a book... you can read what's going on Inside looking at my face...

I can't lie...And I Hate to... Most of my lies have been caught coz my expressions betrayed me... So here's writing another post from "HELL"... You go it..."My Workplace"... And the Hellmates (my colleagues, friends and even bossy)... are so busy in work that they are sticking to their seat since long... And me... Despite having a sprain in my ankle... feel like jumping and taking a nice-long stroll... Trust me... It's so not very comfortable to sit at one place...And the Hell RuleZ have change. They have become as stringent as ever...

1. Don't even you dare budge from the seat when the Bossy is In (which is acceptable to an extent)
2. The Breaks you take will be counted...including your visits to washroom and any tete-a-tete you have with colleagues on the way would be watched carefully over...
3. Even your phone conversations are carefully monitored (as in how many times you make or receive calls)

Any there's a long-list to be followed (which I don't want to list down in favor of the master who has employed this servant)

But Even Hell can be a better place if you have good people around....fortunately, I have my colleagues who always try to cheer me up by teasing me...pulling my leg... And yes as already mentioned they even call me "Drama Queen"...And one of my friends has actually come up with his own definition of a "Drama Queen"... He puts it as:

"Drama Queen is someone who turns something unimportant into a major deal. Someone who blows things way out of proportion when ever the chance is given.
For example: "Oh my god! You copied that without giving the other person credit! That is just mean. You're horrible, don't talk to me. Im gonna go tell everyone what a cruel person you are just so they will pay attention to me and think im cool."

OR

"An annoying person (mostly girls) who always feels like every insignificant problem in her day is a disaster of Tusumani proportions. Anyone who so much as gives her the time of day is in for an endless session of hearing why her boyfriend is such an asshole or how she's fat because she can't wear size 0 jeans along with an all day crying marathon."

So how cool is that working in a Hell... With "Hellmates" who make even hell a better place to "WORK"

Is it A New Leap... Or Things are Same... I Don't KNOW

THINGS CHANGE... PEOPLE "Change"... and Change is Inevitable... It's a NEcEssary "EViL"... You can help it... After every dark phase comes light....

But, why am I talking about all this... I don't know where Life is taking me... I am just flowing with the time.... Cribbing, crying yet enjoying what Life has given me... After long.. I am Writing... It Feels Great to Back... Coz I am so Rich today... Guess Why???

Rich with your love and Care... Rich with such nice friends around... Rich with memories, emotion, passion for something new that will be coming... I am "Fighting" and so glad that now I am not AloNe... I have my you (friends) around...

Gradually... I am restoring the lost confidence and very gradually the "Trust" I had lost...

In some way or in many the things have change... The "InTroVert" has "OpeNed" to the World... And a bolder, chubbier and sometimes childish me is coming out... This post is an expression of my true self today... A NewEr "ME"....

"VERY VERY ME"

It's been a LoOOOOOOOOnG TiME!!!

Holla Guyz,

It's been a really long time since I have not been blogging... It's not that I don't want to... But work is really keeping me very busy these days..."WORK IS WORSHIP".... as my best friend says... To me it really IS... In fact, it's Work that has really worked as a therapy for me right from keeping myself busy to forgetting the past and focusing attention on my career.

Life has started taking a "NEW LEAP"... the past that was haunting me is gradually FADING and NEW HOPES and NEW ASPIRATIONS that were really missing have started taking a shaping...

I am again feeling fresh... ready to begin a "new phase" with fresh dreams, and believe me with more energy than ever....I am CHARGED... REady to take up "New Challenges" that life is posing.... A Little More HAppy and a Little LEss Sad....

Thanks to Almighty for blessing me with such nice friends and family who stand by mee and reinforce that "you are not alone"...

P.S. - Will continue with 'Love Is Blind' a little Later...

LOVE IS BLIND - I

Love is the best feeling! It’s great to be love and it’s wonderful to love someone. It’s been a long time I wanted to share a “Strange Story” (story of love, passion and emotions) that somehow ended badly. I know am not as good as my other friends… And since this is my first attempt of writing a love story, I’ll choose to tell you this one. It’s so much close to reality and it’s about someone whom I have known so closely…

She was like a child, so innocent, no idea how the world around her revolves… She had her own fairy-tale notions… that everything in world goes out so smoothly… to her even the badest of the bad people had good in them…she took herself as the ‘god own child’… ‘Practicing forgive and forget’… she left way for the ants to pass by so that they are not crushed under her feet…To her world was a dreamland…Even after what has happened to her… she has remained unchained… I see her today like always, bubbling, singing, dancing and acting… Yes ACTING like nothing has happened….

She has lost her LOVE… you might think what’s new in that…People lose and then find someone again… But this is story of her true sacrifice that she made just to be with her love for the rest of her life…She even told him, when asked repeatedly…’I am not gonna MARRY someone else if I lose you’…

Today, I see her trying… every bit of her trying to forget him and start afresh… She tries her best but she CAN’t… She mentions his name at least 1000 times a day… Despite the BETRAYAL… she says “He was the BEST”…

I Love Blogging!

Confession:

I just love blogging to the core... It the place where I can yell, shout, cry, crib, get cool tips, meet and have met so many great friends...

Whenever I am feeling low, wanna cry, wanna share something funny or wanna get noticed... This is the place to be.... And I Love It! Love It! Love It!

I feel so much better and relaxed once I "Speak my HEART OUT" on my blog.... It's feels wonderful... can't describe the feeling "How great it is to blog".....

Blogging one of the best things that has helped me come out of my depression. Reading cool, funny, emotional, romantic and touchy posts of my "blogger friends" is AWESOME!

To me blogging is even better than the "FIRST LOVE"....

But, alas working in a corporate world doesn't give me time to blog... But, I blog whenever I get time!

No Cell Phones in Office: You Must be "Kidding"

Shocking! Surprising and Really Disgusting! Now I remember A.K.'s words "It sucks to be a corporate s**t"... Social Sites already banned... Going Out Isn't allowed and now they are banning cell phones too.. "They must be Kidding"...

Even many schools these days allow cellphones... What are we supposed to be "Soldiers On the Battle front"... Fighting everyday with something new....

I don't understand "Who make these rulez...". There must be seriously something wrong with these people ...please understand we carry cellphones because we need to de-stress ourselves talking to friends/ family... There can be an emergency message or a call from someone at home..."Cellphones are like the basic needs"

Do NOT Harass the employees by such policies...We know what's wrong or right, when and where to use cellphones... Most importantly, we are "DEMOCRATIC" and we "LOVE OUR FREEDOM" like "YOU DO"

Keeping Busy???????

Keeping Busy can be harder at times! I know there's lot of work to be done... But there's always an emptiness that surrounds me... I feel like getting away from hustle bustle of the daily life...sitting lonely in lush green environs and listening to those nice...slow...romantic songs...

Working in a corporate world sucks! Believe me! There is nothing much to do except that usual, boring work assignments...Not much except the buildings and the same boring faces to stare at...even the smile on their face is so mechanical...it feels like I have been sentenced to the same routine...Ah! which I am so used to now...

At times, I feel running away...To escape boredom I have started some practicing some new tactics:

1) Writing idiotic, silly posts like this;

2) Listening to songs on my most cherished Sony Ericsson W350i phone. Which I use more for sharing music than receiving calls... There is no one to call this poor baby!

3) Strolling in the office premises in the evenings with my best friend and bitching about everything (believe me I can even bitch about myself)...

4) And the best of all... Going to washroom to dance every time I feel like jumping on a peppy number... Ya know I love dancing...

And, like always... Thanks gain for tolerating me... happy weekend... And "Don't Drink and Drive"... But DO VOTE!!!