wHEN WEEKENDS wERE fun!...

There was a time back in 2009....when weekends were REAL fun....When I had time to hang-out, chill, relax, watch TV, eat Momos, at times do the 'HOMEWORK'...Damn My life is Cursed...

Oh No! No! This is not just another RANTING Post...

I just want to shout-out-loud and vent it...so I may feel a bit RELIEVED! So, talking about Weekend...How was your’s BTW?

Must have been fun....But, I had a REAL Bad Weekend...

I have been looking for a job change since quite a bit now....but nothing’s working out...So, I decided why no t try some like freelance to have a knowledge of how people in other industry work (since most of the employers desire a talented, multi-tasking, variegated, super intelligent employee who knows it all...phew! Don't know what these employers want out)...And, everyone out there is ready to give advises....you're doing so well in your present job...you shouldn't change....you're on the right track lady....if I am doing so well why don't you HIRE...Never thought changing JOB is Not that easy...

And, to top it all...I have to deal with so many other things...the WORST being my increasing WEIGHT...which I am not being able to balance because of running short of time...Weekdays are already PACKED! And, since I am running for job mostly on Saturdays....Sundays are either spent relaxing or working on small assignments...for “EXPOSURE”...

Life at times is really hard to deal with? So, much pressure...My MOM can't take all this (seeing her daughter striving and getting nothing). ..and is so worried at times that she tell me give up my job and take up something like TEACHING that's less tiresome....Gives me more time to take care of myself....But, I can't make her understand that it's a part of life...I know I will get the right OPPORTUNITY...There's a positive side to everything that's so difficult for me to explain and she thinks I am ARGUING...

I just Pray to GOD that I really get a JOB that day or will have to make a COMPROMISE of my life...(which I really don't want to)....

Working In A Hell

This is another one straight from the heart... As most of the times I write what I feel... I am like a book... you can read what's going on Inside looking at my face...

I can't lie...And I Hate to... Most of my lies have been caught coz my expressions betrayed me... So here's writing another post from "HELL"... You go it..."My Workplace"... And the Hellmates (my colleagues, friends and even bossy)... are so busy in work that they are sticking to their seat since long... And me... Despite having a sprain in my ankle... feel like jumping and taking a nice-long stroll... Trust me... It's so not very comfortable to sit at one place...And the Hell RuleZ have change. They have become as stringent as ever...

1. Don't even you dare budge from the seat when the Bossy is In (which is acceptable to an extent)
2. The Breaks you take will be counted...including your visits to washroom and any tete-a-tete you have with colleagues on the way would be watched carefully over...
3. Even your phone conversations are carefully monitored (as in how many times you make or receive calls)

Any there's a long-list to be followed (which I don't want to list down in favor of the master who has employed this servant)

But Even Hell can be a better place if you have good people around....fortunately, I have my colleagues who always try to cheer me up by teasing me...pulling my leg... And yes as already mentioned they even call me "Drama Queen"...And one of my friends has actually come up with his own definition of a "Drama Queen"... He puts it as:

"Drama Queen is someone who turns something unimportant into a major deal. Someone who blows things way out of proportion when ever the chance is given.
For example: "Oh my god! You copied that without giving the other person credit! That is just mean. You're horrible, don't talk to me. Im gonna go tell everyone what a cruel person you are just so they will pay attention to me and think im cool."

OR

"An annoying person (mostly girls) who always feels like every insignificant problem in her day is a disaster of Tusumani proportions. Anyone who so much as gives her the time of day is in for an endless session of hearing why her boyfriend is such an asshole or how she's fat because she can't wear size 0 jeans along with an all day crying marathon."

So how cool is that working in a Hell... With "Hellmates" who make even hell a better place to "WORK"

Random Thoughts!

Sitting in the Office... I am getting a little bored... yeah! I have completed all the assignments... waiting for something new... I was talking to a friend online who like me has gone through a really bad phase of a relationship...

Ya Know! I can very much understand her feelings coz we're kinda sailing in the same boat... She told me that she fine! Not good and waiting for that someone special to fill her life with happiness again...

To this I replied is that "someone special" really important in life... Probably you can have a good life even if he/she's not around. You have all the Freedom...No one to hold you back... you have rich time... every moment to spare on you...do whatever you want to...go wherever you feel like....

No Irritating phone calls... And best of all you have time to get closer to your family (whom who have kinda ignored a lot)...

Probably I am right... Probably I am wrong... But this is how I feel right now...Do tell me how you feel... In Other Words baby

"I AM REALLY ENJOYING MY SINGLETON"

There is something else that I would Love to Share:

We Work for a Better Tomorrow, but when "TOMORROW" comes, instead of Enjoying, we again think of a better tomorrow. So let Us have a better "TODAY"....

(a text msg by a friend)

Fitness Freak: Not "ME"

Loosing weight is more difficult than gaining it...I never kept fitness (looking slim and smart) as a top priority. I loved the way I looked and to my dismay found myself to be a "Hot topic" among neighborhood "Aunties" (how fat this girl is). I have always been a carefree person. I never realized when I gained weight while growing up...This never bothered me ever as much as other things in life. Like; studying, completing assignments (I was studious to begin with).

Bugged by the society's evil taunts, I tried dieting, workouts, which actually helped me shape-up. But, believe me I did nothing and gained weight much faster than I could even shop for clothes for my new skin. I have always believed that "ek din to sabko marna hai to kyun na khaa peeke, sab kuch try karke maren". I am strongly against those who starve themselves, workout too much and despite a good to show up figure keep cribbing...(are you are trying to say I am the "fattest")

Well, these days I am back again on the "keep yourself fit" routine and trying to loose some of that body fat (And I am determined too loose it all this time)...Kya karen no-one likes to have a "fat girlfriend"...So, lets hope I get in shape at least this time...

Note: While googling, most of the images I found were of fit men/women working out...

This Weekend I am Looking Forward To...

1. Complete reading of 'Almost Single' by Advaita Kala

2. Studying for the upcoming exams

3. Work on the Portfolio Project

4. Go out for a spicy treat (Golgappas, momos, etc)... Yummy Isn't it???

Have a Great Weekend!!!

Don't Drink and Drive...

Don't do Drugs and

Thanks for all those who VOTED in the Elections.

'Haule-Haule' Path Works: Atleast For Me

Hhhhhhhhh... After "DAYZ" of Handwork. Finally, the 'Haule-Haule' path has been proving fruitful...

The man of my DREAMZ has "ACCEPTED" My Friend Request on Orkut...

And with this I complete has "Successfully Completed" the FIRST PHASE...

I know you too must be glad to hear this...

Ab Dilli Dur nahi...

Well, sorry for keeping away from blogging for days...

But, I wasn't well and have started recovering now...No more fever...just a lil bit of Cough...

I have joined Office too and Guess What????

I am wearing "SAREE" for the first. I was too shy to even try it because of my 'short-height'...

Ironically, I have been receiving "good comments" from everyone in the office...Everyone's asking me "Is there something SPECIAL???" and I am giving the same Answer:

"Ladke wale dekkne aaye thay" (oooppss...kidding...Ohhh naughty me...)

Keeping Busy???????

Keeping Busy can be harder at times! I know there's lot of work to be done... But there's always an emptiness that surrounds me... I feel like getting away from hustle bustle of the daily life...sitting lonely in lush green environs and listening to those nice...slow...romantic songs...

Working in a corporate world sucks! Believe me! There is nothing much to do except that usual, boring work assignments...Not much except the buildings and the same boring faces to stare at...even the smile on their face is so mechanical...it feels like I have been sentenced to the same routine...Ah! which I am so used to now...

At times, I feel running away...To escape boredom I have started some practicing some new tactics:

1) Writing idiotic, silly posts like this;

2) Listening to songs on my most cherished Sony Ericsson W350i phone. Which I use more for sharing music than receiving calls... There is no one to call this poor baby!

3) Strolling in the office premises in the evenings with my best friend and bitching about everything (believe me I can even bitch about myself)...

4) And the best of all... Going to washroom to dance every time I feel like jumping on a peppy number... Ya know I love dancing...

And, like always... Thanks gain for tolerating me... happy weekend... And "Don't Drink and Drive"... But DO VOTE!!!

RED and WHITE

I saw him...After a long time...I saw him..he was busy...so busy talking to friends...that he didn't had a second to peep through the window...even sitting next to it...

My heart started pumping...That feeling of something missing haunted me again...I felt lonely...so lonely amidst five others in the cab...no one noticed...I was crying...And wanted him so madly to just have a look at me...I couldn't take my eyes off him until the WHITE Cab I was sitting in moved ahead of his RED car.

THIS WAS PURELY 'BY CHANCE'

I don't know why it happened...may be it's because like always...we both were on the same track..but the"DESTINATION" was different...

Despite of what all happened...I still miss him...

I am Getting Bored...So Bored

There is so much I have worked on...And there is so much to be still worked upon. My job is getting monotonous...with no change on the daily schedule...Sleep...Wake-up...Get ready...get picked by the irritating cab driver who plays those typical "ashiqui" songs. Reach office before the stipulated time...I don't know why we are allowed to go home...the office people should make rat holes for us - the poor workers...

In Office...Turn-On the computer and do same old stuff...time for lunch...get back to work again...time of tea-break...get back to work again...time for dinner...rush for sending the daily report...sign-off...get in the same irritating cab...reach home...and...sleep...

And the Vicious Circle goes-on...

The only respite is the two days off on weekends...Lovely...lovely weekends...two days when I feel so free...

Sometimes I feel like quitting...but the lazy cat inside me is used to this boring routine now...After all my job has given so much to me...respect, love of such nice colleagues and yes money for pursuing my most cherished thingy "shopping"

So...Happy Weekends to all of you...And once again take a lot of rest...Muuuaaah :)