It three days now (oops nights) that I am not able to sleep... I keeping on moving around from one room to another...Or turn sides lying on the bed or sit lonely cribbing and crying...the Dilemma is a not easy to handle... The past is not yet over... it "HAUNTS" me... Trust me it literally does...I don't know what to do... Though I have planned to move ahead and I am a person who believes in present... but still there is something that's hovering me over... Even when I sleep those deeply upsetting dream disturb me... I am sweating even in the A.C. room...
Worst of all, all that charm on my face has VANISHED... All day long I feel like a "Zombi" moving around... All this is so strange...I don't know what's gonna happen "NEXT"...and I shouldn't worry too... But. ALAS!
