Showing posts with label struggle. Show all posts
Showing posts with label struggle. Show all posts

Monday, August 17, 2009

It's been a LoOOOOOOOOnG TiME!!!

Holla Guyz,

It's been a really long time since I have not been blogging... It's not that I don't want to... But work is really keeping me very busy these days..."WORK IS WORSHIP".... as my best friend says... To me it really IS... In fact, it's Work that has really worked as a therapy for me right from keeping myself busy to forgetting the past and focusing attention on my career.

Life has started taking a "NEW LEAP"... the past that was haunting me is gradually FADING and NEW HOPES and NEW ASPIRATIONS that were really missing have started taking a shaping...

I am again feeling fresh... ready to begin a "new phase" with fresh dreams, and believe me with more energy than ever....I am CHARGED... REady to take up "New Challenges" that life is posing.... A Little More HAppy and a Little LEss Sad....

Thanks to Almighty for blessing me with such nice friends and family who stand by mee and reinforce that "you are not alone"...

P.S. - Will continue with 'Love Is Blind' a little Later...

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Sleepless Nights: The Dilemma Is Not Easy to 'Handle'

It three days now (oops nights) that I am not able to sleep... I keeping on moving around from one room to another...Or turn sides lying on the bed or sit lonely cribbing and crying...the Dilemma is a not easy to handle... The past is not yet over... it "HAUNTS" me... Trust me it literally does...

I don't know what to do... Though I have planned to move ahead and I am a person who believes in present... but still there is something that's hovering me over...
Even when I sleep those deeply upsetting dream disturb me... I am sweating even in the A.C. room...

Worst of all, all that charm on my face has VANISHED... All day long I feel like a "Zombi" moving around...
All this is so strange...I don't know what's gonna happen "NEXT"...and I shouldn't worry too... But. ALAS!