Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Sleepless Nights: The Dilemma Is Not Easy to 'Handle'

It three days now (oops nights) that I am not able to sleep... I keeping on moving around from one room to another...Or turn sides lying on the bed or sit lonely cribbing and crying...the Dilemma is a not easy to handle... The past is not yet over... it "HAUNTS" me... Trust me it literally does...

I don't know what to do... Though I have planned to move ahead and I am a person who believes in present... but still there is something that's hovering me over...
Even when I sleep those deeply upsetting dream disturb me... I am sweating even in the A.C. room...

Worst of all, all that charm on my face has VANISHED... All day long I feel like a "Zombi" moving around...
All this is so strange...I don't know what's gonna happen "NEXT"...and I shouldn't worry too... But. ALAS!


12 comments:

Girl Next Door said...

Hmm... Very serious situation.. Hey Gal, you have got so many things ahead... Just go and talk to your new Crush .. I think it will help you get over your past.. and bring some change as well.... Don't waste time waiting for him... take an initiative and Enjoy....

Nikholic said...

Thats love for sure buddy.........i know this lingering goes on and on till the time you dont nail it down. I exactly know buddy what you are going through. Its difficult but you have to come over it.

A. K. said...

No matter what, we can't just forget our past. Its not an easy task to leave the past. Its good that you are trying. About the sleepless night thing, try reading the dictionary and sure you will be asleep in second.

Mahesh Sindbandge said...

What..?

Kya hua..? kuch batao to sahi..

Introvert ho..yeh bataya tumne..uske baad..?

Let me know...may be in my chat box...

see you around

fms1988 said...

*Hugzzz* Priya..you cant go on like this,dont let it haunt you just lock it up & forget it just think of it as it was the end for a brighter start.Dont think too much keep yourself busy even at night if u cant sleep read a book,mag,come online or anything but just dont stay awake thinking it will only make u feel worse.
Take care.

Varun said...

chill maar babes....forget about the past...kab tak use lekar roti rahogi...rone se kuch hoga thoda nahi....just relax and think about ur future....

CutePriya said...

@ Girl Next Door

Thanks Dear I am going to make a move now...

@ Nikholic

Yup! I'll try my best to do that!

CutePriya said...

@ Oh A.K. you're so funny man! I'll think about your idea

CutePriya said...

@ fms1988

Thanks dear! I am now thinking ahead...you can get the good news any moment

@ Varun

Yup buddy! I'll do that!

M Riyadh Sharif said...

Life does not wait for any thing or any one... It goes on... you spoil one day by thinking you spoil one part of your life. Utilize your life buddy. LIVE IN MOMENTS... NOT IN MEMORIES... DO TRY TO FEEL WHAT I HAVE SAID.

CutePriya said...

@ M Riyadh Sharif

Even I feel the same way! But at times, the emotions are just beyond control

Salman said...

ooo another one .. but see v people lov u ,and respect ur emotions...come on cheer.